fuck it

so honestly, there is nothing good, it is always bad. i feel so like emo for saying this shit haha but its the truth.. nothing is going good for me. no one really will talk to me anymore, i dont trust any of my friends, i have nothing and i have no one. i dont know what to do about school this year. theres no way i can go back to school cause i know i will just be treated like shit, and i dont feel like dealing with it, considering all i have been going through.. theres the thought of cyber school, but i dont really know anything about it.. is it true colleges wont like accept you if you go to cyber school your senior year? and theres also that possibility of moving an hour away to my moms and going to school there.. but i dont know i wouldnt know a single person.. fuck my life dude, seriously.  i keep trying to look positively about shit and its just not possible.. i guesss i fucking need a therapist or something i dont even know anymore..